Attended some ceremony

Went for a ceremony witnessing two guys signing on some documents. It was boring, yet stirred up a little emotion in me as I recollect memories of a similar ceremony that happened 14 years ago. 1997 - It was the first time we had such a event. I had to grope in the dark to get it done. It was stressful, and I felt no sense of achievement but betrayal. Maybe that was because I didnt know how to handle the politics. That explained why I was so vexed prior to the event. After witnessin the ceremony today, I was exhausted - more emotionally than physically. Richard was very thoughtful to have driven to YCK to fetch me to the dinner with my colleagues. The dinner helped a great deal, though abit uneasy.